Unprepared

Ugh. As we draw closer and closer to actually having two more bodies living here in this apartment with us I just get more and more anxious and feel less and less prepared. Is this normal??? We have this "to do" list and it's so frustrating to have to sit here and not be able to cross anything off of it myself! Poor Dave has to do majority of it. He works, takes care of me, and at the end of the day I think he seriously wants to just sit. But I sit instead and bark orders, like, "Put the crib together", "Clean that", "We need this", etc... It's really hard sometimes. Things are slowly gettting done. But there's still SO MUCH to be done! Tomorrow is the start of my 28th week. I feel confident in saying that I don't think the babes will come in the next two weeks. But once I hit 30 weeks... I just know I will be filled with anxiety because at that point, I honestly feel like there is no telling when they will come! Two weeks to get things done so I can feel like we're prepared! Ahhhhh! I think I've learned a lesson though... babies are the type of thing you should be prepared for way in advance! Especially in case the scenario turns out as mine has! Complete craziness. Good thing I know everything will work out just fine in the end! :)