Thoughts

I'm sooo thankful fall break is around the corner. One more week of school and then a whole week off! And... fall break means this semester is half way over! Makes me so happy.

During fall break, I plan on reading The Help. And sitting and doing nothing. That sounds soooo nice.

This semester has been my most challenging yet. Between school, babies, Dave's school, Dave's work, homework, finding time to go to the gym, and finding time to do things we like just for fun, life is more chaotic than it has ever been.

I think I think about quitting school every day.

I had a dream the other night that I was driving my father-in- law's car and it ran out of gas. I pulled into a parking lot and sat there forever. Just waiting for someone to come and help me. You know how they say your dreams mean something? I looked it up online. It said that a dream in which you run out of gas means you are physically exhausted. Doesn't that make perfect sense? I'm totally physically, mentally, and emotionally drained this semester. As of late, I seriously don't function like a normal human being. Blah.

I look at houses online all the time. I so desperately want to move into a house. Mostly so we have a backyard. With a fence. So Trey and Easton can play outside like they love to do. And I won't have to chase them all over the place. Out of the parking lot. Out of our neighbor's apartment. Away from the stairs. Etc... Our apartments obviously aren't very baby friendly.

Lately I'm in one of those moods where I just want life to fast forward. Pretty much to when I'm done with school and we have a house. ha. I hate being in this mood though because I know that through the struggles lots of good/great things happen.

I'm so excited for Halloween. I love Halloween. All of the festivities and activities to do with family and friends are so much fun.

I have a thing for family themed Halloween costumes. Kinda tacky, right? I can only do it for a few more years though, and then Trey and Easton will totally decide what they want to be on their own.

This September has been amazing!!! I am loving this weather. I hope it stays as long as possible. Especially for the sake of being able to take little kids outside...

...Which brings up winter. I am dreading winter. I need to get creative and think of fun things to do inside to keep the boys entertained. Which makes me think...

Play group anyone? I've tried to organize one but ya know... it's hard. Everyone has crazy busy schedules, but couldn't we get together like at least a few times a month? I know people who have play groups and get together once a week. C'mon people.

I am already thinking of what I can get Dave, the babes, and family members for Christmas.

The Biggest Loser is back on. Best. Show. Ever. As I sit and watch it while I scarf a bowl of chocolate icecream or a bag of popcorn or a Dunford donut I'm totally inspired and want to go to the gym and work out right at that minute. But then I just eat some more icecream/popcorn/donuts ;)

I love the Allstate Insurance commercials... with Mayhem. Hilarious.

I wish that 90% of my free time wasn't consumed by homework. Although, I'm very thankful for our amazing families who are always willing to help out and babysit so we can catch a break. I really shouldn't complain, we do a lot of fun things considering how busy we are.

I hate cleaning our apartment. Seriously... it stays clean for one split second, and then it's a complete disaster again. Is there really a point? Like, really?

I hate laundry too. I've mentioned this before. It is a never-ending vicious cycle that will never end!!! As a matter of fact, I should be doing laundry right now... or homework.

This weekend should be a good one. A nice little break, lots of fun plans... but it would be so much cooler if I didnt' have homework in the back of my head... stressing me out.

So pretty much, the conclusion of this post it something that I just can't stress enough. School is for the birds!!! I hate it. It is ruining my life. That statement may or may not be a little over dramatic, but I'm sooooo over it!

Here's to the weekend! :)

Admit it.

Seriously... aren't these guys just the cutest little Utah football fans out there? A BYU fan can't even deny the cuteness of my Utah babies ;)

Sad day :(

When Trey and Easton were born and Easton was taken to the NICU, I of course cried and cried and couldn't stop crying. At one point I told my mom I just wanted someone to tell me what was wrong and that he was going to be ok so I could stop worrying. And then my mom said, "Carly, you're a mother now. You will never stop worrying." And boy did she make a good point! It's true!

A few weeks ago Dave noticed that Trey had what he thought was a hernia. We took him to our pediatrician and sure enough... he had not one hernia, but two! So we quickly scheduled surgery at Primary Children's and have been playing the waiting game ever since. I've dreaded this day since we knew it was coming.

Today we woke up at 5:00 in the morning and journeyed up to Primary's. The whole way up I kept telling Dave how lucky we are to live so close to such an amazing and well recognized facility. Primary's and University Hospital are AMAZING!!!! Don't you all think we are so lucky??? :)

We did all that dreadful sitting and filling out paper work and more sitting and finally it was time for Trey to go in for his surgery. It's so devastating to watch your sweet little baby be taken away by the Doctor. Trey was sad but I knew he was in good hands so I was ok.

A quick hour later he was done and he was so good! He handled surgery and all the medications like a champ! We were discharged about 45 minutes after surgery and I was so happy to be able to come home.

Our families are the best ever. We had so much help all day long! Dave's mom came over at 5:30 in the morning so Dave could come up with us and support us until he had to go to school. When I got home Dave's sister Lisanne took Easton off my hands so Trey and I could catch up on our sleep. When she brought Easton home we were still asleep so she just changed his diaper and put him down for a nap, and we all napped some more! Later in the evening my mom brought us Cafe Rio for dinner. Lisanne watched Easton again... just so we could catch a break. And then Dave's mom came back over to bring us a whole box of diapers, groceries, some new PJ's, and Elmo DVD's! Holy cow! We are so lucky that we both have such great families who love us and love Trey and Easton so much. Not to mention... Dustee is coming over tomorrow morning to help me out while Dave is at school. We are beyond grateful for all the help :)

Since being home things have been fine. More difficult than usual, but that's what we were expecting. Trey is quite irritable, and Easton wants to know why his brother seems to be a completely different person and why mom and dad aren't paying as much attention to him as they are to Trey. We are on the road to recovery, and excited for Trey to start feeling better and get back to his normal self :)

Where to start?

Sometimes lots of stuff happens all at once and I just have to catch up. It's probably not interesting for others to read but I like to do it for the sake of our family and being able to look back :)

At the end of August we enjoyed a nice weekend with close friends up at Bear Lake. We boated. Played games. Watched movies. Swam. And relaxed. It was lots of fun and we're so grateful we have the opportunity to go to Bear Lake every year.







Dave and I went to the first Utah game of the season. We love Utah football so it was lots of fun being able to go. We somehow ended up sitting in the MUSS... and I think I've just grown up way too much since having children. It is so not my thing. Next time we'll just sit in the student section. But what are we going to do next season when we aren't students any more and don't get to go to home games for free? :(


And lastly... over Labor Day weekend my family spent the afternoon at Liberty Park. We ate food. Ran around on the lawn. And played games. It was such a fun way to spend the day.





With all that said... school has started and this semester is probably the most challenging we've had yet. I don't know what makes the difference but we are just so busy! I have somehow managed to start waking myself up at 6:30 in the morning to go to the gym... because that is the only time I have to go. Dave is around a lot less than we are used to, so I am taking the babies on by myself much more than I am used to. I watch friends and in-laws children on a regular basis (who would have thought I'd be such a caretaker one day!?) And I have so much reading and writing to do!!! AHHH! The only thing that makes me push through is thinking about this time next year and how our lives will be oh so different. Lots of fun and exciting things will be going on, and I'm excited :) Until then... we are managing to enjoy now and in the midst of school and what I feel like is complete chaos we find the time to do things that we love and find enjoyable.